The abundantly

obvious unexpected rest in rest on coping with just the now and future makes for a more tranquil life ... though plans in making by research, when I can with support, on the fluctuating turmoils still surrounds ... 

My mind too fuzzy from the constant dull ache when I am irritated by much. The counterproductive in the environment... to the matters when it don't ... 

Other matters in mind

for now ... the await for several due processes ... and the tricky budget change while the body heals from the mischief of a bug bother ...

The beauty of being on your todd. One can pace themselves without hassles. The end o another month bypasses. The lent saint days. The special days. The BST days on the horizon ... 

The adjustment to the May days for a op to take place ...  

The weekly chores and the daily and the spring clean looking good, without the clutter burden trips presently while I arest awhile ... The clear back of normality without the hindrance this week since my crash, bang and wallop frustrations ... 

A memorable day

one Monday, after a debilitating time with other things ... A time in new along old familiar routes anew in distant change never not got ... 

A special few who sees what I attempts in ... 

This day after

some terse and bumpy times. I have done what I vowed and rested up for the rest of the week. The next two busy with various events in decluttering and the future other plans ... I have already getting the plans to repack the suitcase for then I am off again ... although I nearly turned heel yesterday and carried on down to Mums awhile. 

I am most tranquil we have found by the sea again ... I need that in this period of the grieving process 

Back to it ...

... the financial year gulf. The  South Westerly winds of lost time in fun ... The dilemmas hitting me with an invisible force though going for it! 

Tiresome to

tranquility ... the make the most of what got. The rest on return to see what is what with thy health ... irksome ... the delegation of much ... 

Thy time in

a more temperate situation in temporary ... the diverse settings within a week ... how subnormal my environment is ... to what people deem than seem ... 

The space in ..

... the daughter's home. The works still to do. The tulips in the corner, the sun shining outside ... a spring in Cheshire and many counties travelled in trains, tubes and car. And probably a bus or few before long ... 

A springish funeral. The crematorium still bleak from the Winter branches bare. The burst of buds more in some areas than others. I have seen pink and yellow blossom somewhere. The blur of much in ills. 

It is beautiful in the solace again, after some retched days again. When one is grieving for another Uncle and a few ills it stirs the much emotions to pull in from ... 

The simplicity in a few

days now elsewhere after the Bon Voyage ... I have made myself at home. A little cooking. A little washing. The unpacking of an overnight rucksack ... the day had started slow. I took a long shower. I planned some baking ... now it remains what can be achieved after some mishaps usual in different each time... 

A wind in change

for a climate more North, with a hamster spinning around for company. 

A road trip too, to celebrate the life of an Uncle. The clutter splutter on a hold to refresh the soul. The atmospherics and mood swings not conducive to life now. 

However no gain without pain is the theme said. And although this juncture of plans will be bursting into more fruition ... this time for some rest and recuperation in healing the transportation out of hibernation...