Arduous, Laborious into

a little lightness... the fruits of a lot of hard work, opening up life in life a tad more.

The richness in words in this time evolving into works, on my devices. The start from a sister to put in place a recovery in learning new, while dealing with the old ... and still surprising in things she has not yet done ... 

And the vibrancy in those images I was known for long before the loss in this part of life awhile. The emerge back into all that tech evolving in change while I was out ... 

The wonders in this new part of life in vivid experiences in the mists of a mind in trauma 

Self and minimal suffiency

is most helpful for this new found mobility ... the not being tied to any one thing ... a luxury for me..

I am able to assist in others, who are less mobile. The thought in my own life design, after traumatic times ...

I am able to take it with me and not rely on others. The next stage for a life on an isle would then suit me find. That a little way off yet ... 

In the blue ...

... with the fun in the occupy and the new in so much ... 

a car use to be a metal box, a bit of comfort and some music ... 

now it can light up the dash to the many extras, the trims in the add on packages ... the many discussions on sisters new car... 

Those who come to me for a soundboard on the clutter in these vehicles now ... I give my say in the wonder of the dilemma as was this, in the foray of a custom car ... 

...go for it ...  is my reply ... 

It is the fun of this learning in what it entails to buy a car sometimes around me ... without the burden of it myself yet ... 

A system

worked out whereby I alternate outings, with the dispersing of excess ... I feel a little under the snow of paper ... there are schedules for trips to the mall and environmental aspects, I am still not comfortable with, on a more populated time elsewhere. 

This so as not to get too immersed in the dust cloud in forgetting life outside ... this and much other items for discussion talked on those 21+ miles trekked, rambled, explored and hiked, walked and strolled in recovery of both of our different  woes...

... Whilst in the fresh air elsewhere... 

The odd reading

... In subject matter ... What why and wherefore in many strange subjects to others, not to me, the piece together where others are unable to assist in my answers ... 

And for me the insights to somehow assist in the understanding process of ... having the courage to seek ... I feel out of tune in life, despite all I have achieved since ... 

The long chat

with someone who knows a tad of life as was in the becoming .... Those conversations rare with a service of continual change ... The repetition; I long stopped ... 

That again I continue to look well ... How I don't gloss over that lost part of life as wonderful ... The plans with a daughter in catch up ... and how is life at home ... what are the plans in knowledge the family is now both north and south westerly ... My planned vocation and vacation from time astuttered 

It was lovely to have a silent and stout talk in knowledge known in solace again ... without explaining  how why when and wherefore ...